albinomilksnake | STAR WARS: possible spoiler warning

[He knows a Dodge when he hears one, but he only gives him a knowing look before settling back down in his seat, coat carefully folded over his lap.

The question isn't exactly easy to answer. He knows how he thinks the stormtroopers live, but he's no expert. How much of it was here say and how much of it was propaganda.]

There's still rules and rank, we're a military organization and everything. Sometimes people get themselves in trouble, and the food is always awful.

[So what was the real difference then? He liked the guys he worked with. They were his family. But- Finn was a nice guy. It was hard to imagine he didn't have anyone he'd ever cared about. Too sad to think of.]

I think probably the big difference is that everyone who is here wants to be here. They've all got their own reasons. And if you get sick of it, you leave.

[You didn't break a prisoner out and run. You didn't look anxiously over your shoulder for the rest of your life.]

Guess that means I'm definitely one of you guys after all. [By Order standards? He did just that: snapped off the expectations when he got sick of it, their ideals and their warped, backwards logic. If he'd stayed, they'd have changed him. He doesn't want to know how, doesn't like to think about the possibility, but he knew that storm was coming the moment Ren stopped to look him dead in the eyes from across the battlefield.

Phasma was ruthless; he was worse.]

Minus the badass, functional jacket. [Finn dips his chin as much as he's able to without tugging on his own spine. There wasn't any punch-pulling on Starkiller, and if Poe's coat suffered as much as he did in that last ditch attempt to stave off the galaxy's nastiest nightmares, no amount of stitch work will bring it back from the dead.]

Damn right you are.

[He accompanies the words, buoyed up by his exuberant tone, with the lightest, softest punch to Finns shoulder. It was barely even recognizable, but the intent was there.]

And don't you worry about the Jacket, I'll get it fixed up. Looks too good on you to let it go.

[He rolls the leather in his hand, the singed slit front and center.stares at it for a moment, thoughtful for just that long.]

It's a little rough, but ladies love scars, right?

[The moment passes.]

Hey you got that right, buddy, that's for sure. [Said with a wheezing laugh that'd go alongside the same grip he passed off on their last reunion, but things being what they are, well...it's significantly harder to manage, and Finn settles for the sharp flick of white when he grins, eyes closing for a beat or two. Better than fighting the urge to keep them open, even if current company was more than worth it.

He'll stagger his exhaustion: one second of rest, to draw out minutes later.] Just gimme a few months to figure out how to walk again and I'll be running this place in no time.

No big deal, right?

[He looks more drawn than before, and really Poe knows he needs the rest. His body was doing double time, and tech and meds only went so far. He'd need time.

After that.]

Big dreams buddy. If you want to try and wrestle the reins from the general be my guest.

[If he thought he was hurt now.]

Get some rest, huh? Plotting your meteoric rise can wait a little longer.

I wasn't talking about her. [She was nice. Good to him in spite of where he came from, and who he was: if ever there was a person to appreciate that coming from, it was Leia Organa, and he wasn't about to take it for granted, not even as a joke.

Poe, though..well, a little good natured ribbing was always how he and his team showed their affection, even if they didn't otherwise know how.] Think I'd be a great wingman.

That's what you guys call it, right?

You want my spot huh?

[Wingman, he supposed that was close enough... In a way.]

Good luck with that pal, you'll have to learn your way around a ship first. She's got a soft spot for flyboys.

[He's learned that over time. Made sense, he guessed. Most of the people she loved were made for the skies.]

Who knows though, you might have a secret talent for it. Once you're out of this bed I'll have to take you up in my xwing.

Hey man, you promise to take me up in that thing and you know I'll say yes just as long as it doesn't involve going anywhere even near Jakku. [Call it healthy wariness on his part, not wanting to walk the same tracks twice when the first go went so explosively off course. That's not to say if circumstance-- necessity-- calls for it, he wouldn't ever go back, just that until the day that particularly specific distress signal comes in, he's good.

Better than good, he's alive - and free.]

Been there, done that, got the souvenir coat and definitely messed it up.

[Her halfway been joking, but he means it, too. He'd like to take him up, tight spaces not withstanding. Maybe Finn didn't get that feeling he did when he escaped the pull of gravity, but if he did, even a little, it was hard not to want to share it. A sacred thing.]

That I can promise buddy. I've had enough sand for one lifetime.

[He says it with only the slightest sigh, tune still mostly laughter. Tired of sand.]

Can't promise you another souvenir. You can wear the helmet though.

You sure it'll fit? [He starts, sounding entirely serious for a beat before one tired hand reaches over to paw roughly at the side of Poe's face, upsetting his already unkempt hair.] You've got kind of a big head - probably all that ego up there.

[Not that he even comes close to meaning it: Poe might swagger around without needing a reason, but he's not arrogant-- not even self-involved-- and all that confidence seems somehow redirected to the people around him. Hux used to bark out his battle cry to keep the troops hungry for a fight, but Poe...

Poe gives people the idea that they can fight, not that they have to.]

[He was instantly ready to answer in the affirmative before Finn dropped his innocent act to egg him on. But he only laughs, doesn't even bother to pull away from the offending hand. Actually quite opposite, as he tips his face to leave Finn's fingers deeper in his hair.]

Big hair. Not all of us want to be as clean-cut as you.

[He's easy under his touch, used to casual affection and the usual comeraderie that came with being a soldier. At least with someone who didn't outrank you.

Yet.]

And I pull this off.

[He scoffs out something, the low start of a laugh, maybe, though it's lost the second his back muscles compress from thoughtless effort. Right. Can't do that just yet.

So instead his thumb slips down, catching the pilot's temple in the process before scrubbing-- just once-- at the mess of tousled curls he's been invited to upset. It's affectionate, if not experimental (life outside the First Order is different, and etiquette is, perhaps, the most obvious offender) but eventually he's settled his arm back down again across his own side.] Hey, by First Order standards, I'm practically business casual, buddy.

But yeah. You do alright.

[It doesn't bother him in the slightest, the minor pause there, and his smile only softens in a way that is all warmth. He settles back in the chair, glad to see that Finn seems to know his own limits. It was never any fun having someone in the hospital who fought it the whole time.]

You are. And you do alright, too.

[Compliments came easy. Easier with some people. No one has ever accused him of being cold. Flirting, though-]

There anything you want? I could probably scrounge up a chess board for you.

[For a minute he's quiet-- low breathing, eyes shut-- it might even seem like he's drifted off until his left cracks open, then his right. He's wearing that look again, the same one he'd flashed before dragging Poe Dameron straight out of Detention Block and into the open.

Finn's voice is low; he checks his peripherals, then asks:] Could you break me out?

[Ah, there it was. The look of pain that sweeps across Poe's face isn't even slightly forced.]

Believe me buddy, if I could, I would. Hell, when I can I will, and you can hold me to it, but you're still awful hurt.

[Awful hurt like the kind of hurt one step away from the kind you don't come back from.

Still-]

I might be able to find a chair. For a short excursion?

[That had to be safe. Air and supposed to be good for you, right?]

[If he's self-conscious about the idea of being wheeled around by (Poe freaking Dameron of all people) it doesn't come close to showing. Finn flashes a grin that's half-suppressed, twitching eagerly at the corner like someone else might be watching them, all trained in habit.] Hell yes, I'm in.

I'm always in.

[He's happy to see that Finn isn't injured much by the refusal. Isn't angry at him. It makes him bounce to his feet, hand still curled around the leather.]

That's my guy.

[His grin is broad as he swings the coat go rest over the back of his chair, takes a step back.]

Let me go find some wheels and we'll have you out in no time.

[And then he's gone.]

STAR WARS: possible spoiler warning

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